| I finally told my mom about my tattoo that I got in September! She wasn't as upset as I thought she was going to be! She said that she was dissapointed, but I new she was going to say that! She also said that she would probably like it more if it was smaller! lol It is kind of big, but I like it that way! Im just happy that she knows about it now! I don't like keeping secrets from her! |
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| Im home for a month and I start my new job tomorrow! I work at The Limited in the mall and im pretty damn excited about it! |
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| Im having trouble deciding whether or not I am going to take my Math final tomorrow!! I am failing math horribly and there is no way for me to save my grade., but conscience is telling me to go and take the test anyway! UGHH! Do I really feel like waking up at 7:00 tomorrow morning to go fail another math test?? |
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| So Jonathon told me today that it was almost a definate thing that he will be going into the airforce ! He said he would most likely leave over the summer. I don't know what im going to do if he goes. I am trying to be supportive of his decisions, and I understand that he wants to do something with his life, but I don't want him to leave! I am going to be so lonely if he goes! I feel like im being selfish, but I feel like I have the right to be that way! We have been together for 3 years and this might mess it up! He said that he would get alot of time off, but I really doubt it! I really want him to do whats best for him and if that means airforce, then i guess I will have to live with that!  
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| So I havent wriiten on my xanga in about 3 years! I decided to make this my journal again! I have a myspace and a facebook, but you can't really put your feelins on them and keep them a secret. Some of the things I will write are going to be private, but some will be public too! |
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